hAHHAaa good freaking thing I skipped school yesterday because I’m working my one day off on Monday. I don’t know if I should be super stoked, or slightly disappointed, that it looks like they’re getting in the habit of having me open the place. To be honest I think I’m mostly grateful that even though I have to wake up, I still have my weekends. That’s actually pretty amazing that I’m going to get to do shit at night every weekend regardless of work.
ima ask a cute boy to warped tour. sad to have worked through skate and surf. mixtapes is long gone..
I’m really set on making my eighteenth birthday week the week of a lifetime.
Either I’m headed to Portland with the homies after graduation, or I’m graduating, taking friends to see Imagine Dragons at Nikon, and then we’re getting a Lakehouse that weekend.
No matter which way you slice it…
7 days a week, no days off, can i just not wake up at 6:30/7 in the morning today please.
i’m out of bed, but i seeerrriiioously can’t get myself to get off of my booty and put on clothes and proceed to drive myself to school after that. Mostly because I know I have apointments when I get home, and then I have to do it all again tomorrow, and I really would like to just sit here for a while.
There are those friends who help you build a basement room out of the kindness of their heart and decline any cash money as compensation, and then there are those friends who will plan to spend time with you and drop you like a sack of potatos the second the possiblity of better sounding plans comes along. laaaaaaaame.
I’m glad I have some good friends despite how annoying I can be.
wooow…
three weeks of high school left…
p/rom…
whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat.
I don’t think the miniscule ammount of time I have remaining in my current life style properly dawned on me until I looked at a calender a couple of seconds ago.
That’s quite scary.
Yet at the same time I feel nothing really??? Just the realization.
I guess I’m ready.
Shit man.
Sometimes people have so little understanding of others, or willingness to accept that somebody else can live a completely different life than themselves, and that it is still an entirely valid way to live. Certain kids go crazy with hate when they hear it said that high school could possibly be the best time of their life, and I don’t get that. They think that if high school is the best part of someones life, they’re obviously a worthless loser, because they themselves are going on to so much more, to be successful, and happy, and high school was a hell hole. What’s so wrong with someone having the best time of their life when they were young? It doesn’t mean that they’re going to grow up a crackhead. Some people have magical, freaking completely free, adventurous, fullfilling, wonderful childhoods, with zero responsibility. Everything is newer and feels stronger when you’re young. If you’re lucky enough to be privledged with good friends and memorable times, maybe it was the best part of your life, because growing up means working, and accepting some sort of responsibility, leaving the one hundred percent fun and games behind. Some people can be successful in adulthood and still look back on their teenage years longingly, there is seriously nothing so so wrong with that. It’s the other way around for some people, high school sucks, and they don’t find happiness until later in life, and that’s alright. I don’t see the reason to get enraged. Adolescence is an awesome time for some people, and there’s nothing else like it.
I have to remember to live by that life thing where I talk to everyone like they’re already my homies, and those that are meant to will eventually get there.
silence gets a girl nowhere yo.
I made $2 in tips. I’m freaking rich. $$$ Dolla dolla bill y’all ~~~
No, but seriously. A+ working situation. Goofball chuckleheads all around. Apparently five days was how long it took for me to get used to everything and in the swing of the place. It’s a totally not miserable, great use of my time, money maker. and saves me about a million thousand grand on entertainment as well. free movies, woOoh, good company, popcorn, soda, A+ amen, goodnight.
I value my chill time so so so so much and I don’t think I have a day off of work/ school for the entire next month, and I just made my schedule for college next year, and man I am just breathing deeply and going to try and plow through this successfully and get what I need to done, and done well, because high school is almost gone for good.
idrk, things are just a wee bit weird man.
wee bit.
