i’m gunna be p pissed when alice and alex are going to school in the city next year and myself, the one who actually lives in new york state… will be planted here in poughkeepsie attending good ol dutchess. i’m not dissapointed about going there anymore. it’s going to be great. It’s just going to make me anxious as hell knowing they’re living where they are and i’m not there with them when it’s all i’ve ever wanted. two more years after graduation. i’m going to look at it as two more years to make it positive this is a thing that happens. whut.3vr.